dreamz

sth stupid

2006-03-25T10:47:00.000+08:00

ok so i got tagged by stiffi the seaweed (who claims to be scandal-less yet having her ** **s.

erm i sld be doing my big PILE of hw...><

My Perfect Lover

Instructions:The tagged victim has to come up with 8 different points of their perfect lover.

Specify the gender of the target. Tag 8 victims to join this game and leave a comment on their page saying they've been tagged. If tagged the 2nd time, there's no need to post again.

Gender: male (oh my..steffi's amoeba has finally shown her true colors..she's not normal?!?)

My Perfect Lover :
1. no smoking or swearing (hmmm i hate smoke n somemore diff brands or cigar got diff smells n some smell super duper ulitmate disgustingly TERRIBLE!)
2. around 1.8m (isnt that the optimum height?!?)
3. nice smile! (a smile can brighten up the whole day n it ll be nice to look at or stone at ><)
4. pretty sharp eyes (nice eyes plus pretty smile! -.-)
5. better have a nice tan...no xiao bai lian or charcoal
6. entertaining n cheerful + SENSITIVE (i dont wan to be bored to death or look at someone with a dead fish expression)
7. not the anti-social n dao dao kind (later dao pple n roll eyes too manyt times the dunno wad 6 muscles in the eye breaks)
8. nice hair (dun be like the round round hair or the blue color supersonic creature with such pokey n dangerous spikes)

ok 8 le! actually still got a lot of points lor...since its suppose to be PERFECT. hmmmm...

These are the following people whom i will tag...
xiaojun
qingyi (i think she wouldnt be so lame but nvm)
the doublechocofudgecheesecake pple (elidan cm jac yasi!)
jingo (happy bday jingo!)
liting

yep thats all...

(almost) wonderful day

2006-02-11T10:37:00.000+08:00

alright! i jus decided that i really dun feel like doing the tonnes of hw i have n i shall come visit my darling blog that is now filled with cobwebs and cockroachs (joanne go AWAY!). oops yep! congrats to all those who did VERY well in the O s yesterday! im so happy for all of u!!! hmmm...looking at the msgs filled with 7 or 8 A1s, i suddenly feel that im in a class full of super SMART pple!!! OH NO it ll be so stressful~ GRrrrr but a good pt is i can ask them everything under the sun (shine) n they ll still be able to understand me! *nod nod* or maybe then i can get out of the 402 mood n be a mugger (more like attempt to be) so as to achieve flying colors (reminded me of the rainbow that day) in A lvl. i seriously think i will screw up in As lar. ><

Oh the long awaited result day (which happens to be my bday too) was over in really a short time. a big thankew! to all those who wished me happy bday n erm...the bday song at my class bench (jac n yumin) n in the chem lab. >< now i wonder do guys in boy sch sing bday songs for their classmates, hmmm...nvm.

dun be sad if u nvr get wad u expected to get. cry like a baby for as long as u like but rmb when ur tears dry u must move on. im sure u deserve a much better grade n everyone thinks so too. jiayou!

i jus realise that my parents haven gave me any bday present. hmmm... i wonder y i cried yesterday too. it s like uncontrollable leh. like when we were lining up in twos like the old times in front of ms ang n staring at the stack of result slips, my tears jus started to flow n when those with 8A1s 9A1s n 10A1s went on stage, the tears flow out naturaly too! my gosh my tear glands are going mad! n i cried when i thought of leaving ny forever n it seems that i love ny more than i thought i will. these 4 yrs really make a difference in me n it contributed to who am i today. thankew! i ll really miss ny n 402!!! sitting at the "class benches" eating local delight yesterday was like some normal day during recess. (n surprisingly the local delight uncle recognise liting =S) n the 302 n 402 classrooms! my my...i m so not used to hc, kept feeling that im on some attachment n will be bac to ny again. hai guess that i ll needa get use to hc soon...*sobs*

ok shall not go one le! oh! i know who my angel is le n its so stupid lar ><>< heehee ok thatss all! ciao~

2006-01-31T11:50:00.000+08:00

hai... i very bored lar!

BUTTERFLY EYES

You have Butterfly
Eyes!
Positive Traits: Thoughtful,
Intelligent, Humble, Clever, Open
Minded
Negative Traits: Elitist,
Conceited, Apathetic, Cold, Sarcastic

Your eyes are the windows to your soul. What type of eyes do you have?

2006-01-07T12:51:00.000+08:00

ooops...i forgot to mention the "highlight" of yesterday...the seniors cheated us! *sobs* i m still feeling very cheated now!!! cos there was like moving of pple from class to class yesterday n someone said theres like 4 new pple (2 girls 2 guys) being transferred into our class. n stupidly, quite a lot of us believed lor (including me lar ><) though i was like how come they look so mature n all ><>< she s so cute ^^ ok...so stupid!!!

06S78!

2006-01-07T12:34:00.000+08:00

erm...now is abt my new class in hc.

06S78
wow! such a long string of numbers... very different from ny n p sch when we only have like 402 or 6E -.- but then my class is really quite special cos we have 21 girls n 4 guys! ahaha... i was seriously quite shocked when i saw the classlist in the morning, like 4 out of 25 ??? ahaha...i seriously feel that the guys are quite ke lian, being so out numbered by girls. heehee... dunno what happened our class is so inbalance >< like im bac in ny again ^^ but i think it s quite good too. ohoh, my class got a guy call "hao shuai"! so funny lor...oops... we had ice breakers n im really surprised that i can remember most of the names in my class. WooHoo~~

oh... n i got into the same class as yanzhen! wow...dunno is that good or bad ><><>< great... really miss 402 now...)'=

orientation!

2006-01-07T12:00:00.000+08:00

All right, i shall start to blog in proper sentences n not writing everything into one whole chunk. I ll miss my ...s n separating my sentences by ...s. >< ok im having great difficulties now trying to put in the fullstops n commas. well i think i ll still use my ...s at times. -.-

a new year has begun n we had orientation for a week le. ^^ hmmm...was put into OG 17 n i happen to know almost all the ny girls in 17. ahaha... at first, i thought that my OG was quite stone cos like other grps are cheering happily while we all stand there n stare. ><><>< but i wasnt so scared aft a few days. ahaha... oops... so we one whole bunch of pple (18 i think) was like walking n one bunch of pple will keep stopping n slowing down so our progress was quite slow. but in the end we did managed to get her a super nice to hug though ugly turtle n a converse bag. (the bag was quite cheap leh) ohoh...n we got her a card n a kinder brueno with the remaining money. but the best part is seeing her facial expression when she got the card n gifts, she was like so RED in the face n i think trying not to cry? wow...we are so li hai! ^^ ahaha...

but erm... most interesting part is that i found some really nice pple in my og. its such a pity that i only got to know them on the last day we are together. )'= n i happen to find my pri one friend!!! omg...i was so shocked lar. spore is an island but its not that small aft all n being allocated into one grp out of 36 grps is so qiao lar. i was in pandan pri for one year n i rmb this very good fren call maggie then. i had been looking out for her everywhere in the past nine yrs lar n she happen to be in my OG!!! omg i was very happy lor, but not as close anymore le. *sobs* but nvm, i managed to find her ^^ yepyep...

i really had great fun on thurs night cos me, rachael, yi ning, pei shan, paula, yi huang n zuojin were chatting along the way n i feel that we are really quite tan de lai leh. esp yi ning! she plays maple too!!! but she plays maple japan><>< nvm...ahaha i hope to see her around ^^

byebye 2005

2005-12-31T20:49:00.000+08:00

erm...jus saw liting's entry so i decided to blog on the last day of this memorable yr too ^^ (liting dun be ego) erm...ok very fast 2005 end le...omg so fast lar...grrrrr...like hello nvr do much things n erm its the last day of the yr n this yr is ending in another 3 hrs 40 mins!!! so fasttttt...omggg... er

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JACKLYN YEK! (she has finally turned 16 while lots of pple are turning 17 in a mth's time) -__-'''

ok erm...yar...i feel that i ve not done much things this hol leh...er...sabbaticals took up one wk…er… Os a wk…then the collect report bk wk…then shanghai 2 wks…ny n hc concert 2 wks…n so left 2 remaining wks which i went out almost everyday -.- ( but how come like still nvr do much things leh ) ><

shanghai was fun cos erm I got to eat a lot of my fav food that spore doesn’t have…then erm…I dun think I did much there leh…like everyday got pulled by mum or dad to some place then in the end wasted tt day doing nothing…like erm being pulled to the dentist n wait for my dad to get his teeth checked n stuff…erm…jus sat there n did nothing >< ok…

came bac…realize that concert is in less than 2 wks time n I have lost my tone n forgot all my notes -.- then erm…wow…first ny prac aft I came bac is audi prac then erm have to play every single piece ><><>< oops so sry but i ll work hard for the next concert (appassionata 10!!!) ok erm...yepyep

then erm... went out for xmas shopping with elissa jac yasi cm...wow...so tired lar...keep walking like mad n trying to find gifts tt is within our budget (y r things so ex now) ><>< ( maybe cos shes wearing all RED n i din expect to see her in red -.-) then erm...went orchard n look for her shoes n stuff...she oso very funny n erm seriously lame too ><>< that is great so yar...wanna go out with her again next yr ( 3 hrs to go)

then er is xmas ^^ went cm's hse for xmas party dis yr again n we had gift exchange...erm..i got earrings n a turtle stuff toy (elissa says i look like a turtle ><) ohoh then erm...we went walk walk along the jumbo drain where jac can do her jumbo jump across -.- nvm out of pt...er...yar...next day er...went cm's hse again to meet cm yasi n elissa the we went queensway to look for shoes...wow...so tiring lar...n cm keeps giving the salesman names that are not very nice ><>< oops...okok...

next day went to yasi's hse to do some "project" for jac n erm...went to visit cm cos she sick le )= then next day watch narnia...actually hor i think the front not very exciting but the back is ok ^^ heehee n lucy grow up so cuteeeee~~~ then erm...more days spent at queensway (with the hope to find nice bag n jacket) but cant find any...

30th is farewell~~~ went queensway in the morning again!!! i dunno why we went leh -.- then went for farewell n see the usual sec1 song, sec2 dance n sec3 video...wow...like errr...for the past 3 yrs we have been doing the song dance n skit n now its our turn to watch it le )'= so sad...n yep juniors gave nice farewell gifts ^^ thankew xiaohui my one n only bassoon junior...i know u ll miss me loads ^^ yepyep n thx eugenia n the basses, string bass juniors for the cards oh n erm...the slipper looking kepchain n erm... cheryl n xiu's cards n erm...marg's heart n erm...elissa's long long letter (which is still shorter than the one i wrote to her ><) n yar...did i miss anything??? oh n the lunch...was quite nice leh...though a lot was wasted....grrrr...

oh n i went for sleepover at elissa's hse n yep said happy bday to jac at 0015? ooops...jac got nice nice bdya presents fr us ^^ (though i nvr contribute much) erm yayy...finally shes 16 ><

erm...okok...so er...this yr is gonna end le...grrrr...though very fast but had really memorable events...like erm...
camp
syf
foa
teacher's day performance
fun sessions at li-en, limyuan, liting, yasi, elissa, cm 's houses
appassionata 9
noel
grad night
errrr i cant rmb all leh ><

then erm... wans to thank everyone for bringing me a wonderful yr...(though i dun wan it to end) but erm...yep...
THANKEW 402!!!i really love the class n all the things that we did together...like er we play bridge together...we eat recess together...we produced fabulous items n we love each other (ihopeso) 402 rocks ^^
THANKEW nycb...4 yrs le...wow...1/4 of my life in it...feeling really sad abt leaving but er tian xia wu bu san zhi yan xi...have to go le...byebye to my arctos...I LOVE ARCTOS!!! its like mine n Mine n MINE...n suddenly its not related to me anymore *sobs* hai but i ll visit it often n XIAOHUI!!! must take care of him horrrrr (or else i ll kill u) n erm...practise n work hard hor...dun slack (like wad i did in sec 1) then u ll be very pro when u reach sec 4 ^^ loveya...
THANKEW xiaojun for erm...being there to tolerate my hyperness n stupidity at times...n have to company me to weird places at weird times -.- n to ans my weird weird qns n be patient when ansing them cos i always cant understand ><
THANKEW qingyi for er...being with me this 4 yrs like going recess with me..er...i know im quite irritating at times n i always eat so slowly tt u ll have to wait for me n i cant really help u most of the time...but hope that u dun mind n erm... be happy everyday
THANKEW elissa tan aka elidan...ok...my dearest sectionmate (always ask whether pple will miss her a not -.-) but yar... i ll miss u loads k...so must get into hc soon n then i ll not be so lonely in hc band le...though we really hate each other in lower sec >< but we love each other now ^^ so yep...loveya!!! u ll always be my best best best sectionmate forever ^^

oops...still got so many pple to thank n im getting tired le >< ok...HAPPY NEW YR EVERYONE!!!n xiao ko chang kai...^^

...

2005-10-24T17:25:00.000+08:00

hohoho...i sld be studying now...grrrrr(-.- nvm...heeheee...ok...we graduate le ><><) yar...

then erm...i took a photo with elissa on sat ><><><) yayy... HCL Os in one wks time n i haven started...still slacking here...played maple for 2 hrs today -.- when i sld be studying...hai...shall go study...

ohoh...erm...i dunno who is erm...tt jun who tagged...srysry...er...can tell me next time if u tag again -.- sry... i ll rmb aft tt ^^ thx...(pls dun be offended...cos my brains cant work properly most of the time n always do stupid things ...hai ><)

GOGO study!!! i like dang ou too ^^ froggieee

laalaa

2005-10-15T07:09:00.000+08:00

hmmmm....ok exams are FINALLY OVER!~~ ^^ yayy...still got HCL but nvm...play first ><><

exams...really regret it for not starting earlier...it s like last yr n i started like abt 1 wk b4 the actuall exam...so pro me...>< n the things tt i have to study is like 2 yrs of work n i m trying to cramp them into my small little front brain (or is it hindbrain?) plus i have 3 sciences so is times 3...oh well...i jus panic everyday during exam period...lalala...jus hope tt the result is not going to turn out too bad..n i dun wan to disappoint all the teachers *sob sob*

generally speaking...our teachers are quite good n nice pple...they joke with us at times...tell us life experiences...tell us to be careful n not get cheated...tell us abt his cat -.- use his cat for teaching example-.-'' but its memorable^^ n erm...ms choo...so nice...argh...i think im going to disappoint her le...though i think she used to it le (-_-''' but shes really nice...oh...n we went to visit mrs chew ytd...oh my...so funny =D but she s not home n her maid is so friendly tooo...heeheee...then lls...well she gives us nice things to eat when we are hungry^^ n ms ang...er...brings toys to class?? jumps around n erm...likes wt >< mrs wong...really enjoyed her class dis yr...must admit tt im quite scared of her last yr...though still got a bit dis yr...but its so much better dis yr...mr tan...n his cutie cutie...i like animals (out of pt) n he does very nice things for us...like his chocolate or brownie look alike thingy...very nice...^^ then when it comes to assignment...understands tt sometimes we jus got loads of things to do...oh no...sld i not blog abt teachers...later they see -.- nvm

ok...ytd...first day of "freedom"...went to celebrate lim yuan's bday! poor limyuan...bday always during exam period...but hope u had a enjyable time ytd^^ oh...we played tt domino thingy...dunno wad is it called...but yar...we used cards n erm...make them fall onto each other??dunno wad i talking abt -.- yar...was great fun...n determination...so sry youxin n li-en...i jus keep knocking the things u two build over...-.- sry...but we did succeed aft all^^

then erm...MAPLE!!! wow...i was so sad ytd...like came home excitedly for maple..then serive down...i think so many pple d/ling the patch then cant go it...n wasted my 4 fames...argh....28k!!! nvm...ok...shall go watch jin zhi yu nie now...nothing to watch...dang ou must use comp n i dun dare to use...coz downloading patch now>< so slow...must ask dad to get faster connection le^^

2005-09-14T23:13:00.000+08:00

hmmmm...long time nvr blog again...busy busy...chi prelims...ART!!!n erm...SIAs...T_T seriously feel like giving up the past few days...shall take a more optimistic stand fr now on...(pray tt it works) then erm..jus realise some stupid thingy tt is affecting my emotions once again...OH...must thank eunice first! thankew for waiting for me till so late today...im sry...^^cya tmr morning -_-'''

ok...i feel insulted n bashy (is there such a word?)erm...nvm...im a nice person (-_-''' n thinking abt it...i dun care...say wad u like lor...not like its gonna make such a big impact on my life...wow...n its not gonna change anything...u re jus making urself sound like some lousy person who dunno how to do anything but to say some idiot stuff...oh well...gd luck to u then...u better try hard...

jumbobish

2005-07-31T21:14:00.000+08:00

erm...ok...very long nvr blog again(-_-''' then erm...passsss down le...jus feel very sad ... n feeling empty...its like...dis part of me is ripped away...though i m not always feeling happy and enthu when i go for band sometimes...but still there's lots n lots of wonderful memories n stuff...n dear elissa too...muacks...heehee...ok...so jus feeling damn weird when i srepped out of the sch at 3 pm on tues...wow...n i met jac...hoho...

went to eat with elissa n cm tt day...n met so many others...hoho...then erm...we pig out n ate a lot tt night...wheeeeeee...n the sec 2s are so sweet^^...they like prepared sth for every sec 4...i feel evil...we nvr did tt last time (-_-''' erm heehee...then even got sec 1 prepared letter n things for sec 4s leh...not forgetting sec 3s hornist...n dear eugenia!!! i love her...she gave me an elephant...^^ n most touching is ....my junior...she cried!!! omg...its like we were only together for like 3 mths? 4 mths? n she cried coz she'll miss us...I love xiaohui!!!arhhhhhh

tmr got test n more test n more test...i think i m being buried under test n SIAs...great...pray tt there's some air spaces in btw...copper (II) gives out electrons... ARGH!!!!!dun care...watch tv...

sabbaticals was erm...quite boring the first few days...then our dear frog, xiaoshu, erm is so "active" nvr move the whole day...its not dead though...tian ya's frog died...sob sob...so sad...poor thing...yar...then now have to face the tests! n sch...great...

i love ELISSA!

2005-07-12T21:47:00.000+08:00

i lost my bio textbook again!!! any kind soul see any poor bio textbook lying around pls tell me...=(

ok...prac with strings was horrible today...im stupid...cant even count the bars properly...cant even pitch a simple Bb...kept squeaking and going out of tune...im hopeless...n im so soft...maybe louder can help support my ugly tone better...ok..im still hopeless...

sad sad sad...i feel like punching sth...

2005-07-11T21:51:00.000+08:00

Oh! Happy Birthday Joanne n Yunpei!!!

2005-07-11T21:46:00.000+08:00

ok erm...finally change my template...thanks to xj for helping me...dis one was simpler than the last...then erm...i wan adobe illustrator! they can help me do better drawings...^^

FOA opening today...not as impressive as 2 yrs ago i think...but anyway...lots of rehearsal coming up...n SIAs...hai...shall not stress myself up (though im nvr stressed)...hohoho...erm...should try to focus more and express my feelings more clearly...

i ll nvr regret for taking art...

wheeeee

2005-07-10T11:11:00.000+08:00

ok...erm...very long nvr blog le...hoho...i wan change a template!!!

FOA coming...everyone pls come...its going to be great i think...quite excited i am...heehee...then erm...yar...got a new neighbour...n she's our dear jingo's classmate...so qiao! wheee...haven seen her yet...maybe go knock on her door or sth...hohoho...she'll freak out...lalala

nowadays got loads of hmwk...n still got so many other funny things popping out...great...went for mulan ytd...its quite cool...n i can nvr really understand theatre production unless someone enlighten me on wad is happening onstage...wheeeeeEEE

ermmm...shall go search for template...here i come...

2005-05-06T22:41:00.000+08:00

ok...erm...phy test is finally over...the graphs are horrible...shall forget them...I love my junior!! finally got a junior...muackz...she s quite poor thing as erm...she is our first junior! i think shes very nice n she got nice tone too for a sec one who jus played the instru for 1 wk...she can do gd tonguing n erm...can sightread quite well...n shes enthu abt band...lala...yayy...love her...shall not stress her too much...ahaha

sports meet tmr...wow...2nd one dis yr le...lets see wad will happen tmr...may it be a fun day...erm...may le...so fast...must work harder le...jiayou to those taking mid yrs next wK!! go elissa!! n everyone...i wan elissa as my sectionmate next yr too...ahaha...shall go rest le...kept falling asleep while studying dis few days...hmmmm...next wk is going to be exciting...>.<

2005-04-23T10:03:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BDAY TO QINGYI!!!

ok....erm...nothing to do now...sports meet was yesterday...our class cheered n though we din win but the spirit was there...to everyone tt ran gd job n everyone who cheered...we are great...erm...then...dun seems to have any goals aft SYF...nothing to look forward to...im not looking forward to tests definitly...wheeeee...

well...jus trying to put the SYF results out of my head...n erm...time really heals everything i suppose...hai...gd job to CO n theatre...u all need a great job...hai...dunno wad to say le...

2005-04-17T08:42:00.000+08:00

its going to be exactly one mth since i last blogged...well well...lastest "excitment"... SYF...
aft 2 yrs of hard work plus another 2 yrs of training...its over...then we ll jus have to get on with life as normal...n its only near SYF then i realise tt i love the band so so so much including our dear conductor...wheeeee...(i wouldnt fight with cm)...nvr realise tt she is so so nice...n she cares so much for all of us too...

13th april...had audi prac...n i switched to my old reed...it sounds much more rou n nice than my new reeds...i wan NICE reeds...anyway...went bac class for 2 hrs n then we're out again...eat...give letters...change...tune...tie scarf...so busy n all...then we are off to SCH..
tt singing guy came! (oops..sry i dunno his real name...strangly everyone seems to say a diff one) then up we go...baboon n co came to support...ahaha...onstage...sat...play! the 7th night starting note was lyk so NICE...n it gave us so much confidence...we played well...

the result was not tt well aft tt...n we jus cant help to feel disappointed n stuff...n the tears came...but at least it is GOLD...a solid gold...not one 2 yrs again tt pple say we got jus by luck...but deep down...i still think tt we are worth the honours...wadever the judges think...they are _____.
ok now SYF is over...tt ll mark the start of the sec 4 break n elidan...i think she ll come back as often as possible...wheeeeee...i love elissaaa! guess tt i wouldnt ever forget nycb n the memories we all had...though no seniors or juniors...we came a long way by ourselves with some help from the other seniors...thankew...though some seems to be very fierce at first...junior...dunno...nvm lar...n the batch...all are so nice n confortable to be with...shared lots of memories together n we worked hard together esp for SYF...we haven let the seniors down...though...cheer up! lets work hard for the may 2nd performance...hahaha...blow the house down...wheee....

ermmmmmm...must make a note to the md pple...u all have done ur best n put in everything u have...but everything is up to the judges...whether they got personal grudges against u all or jus dun appreciate ur performance...i know wadever pple say is not going to help now...no matter how someone tries to cheer u all up...there ll still be the tears n the cut in the heart...but life have to go on...though the wound will still be there...the tears will dry up soon...jiayou...

2005-03-19T13:27:00.000+08:00

ok...im sorry if i haven updated for a LONG time...though not many actually reads it so its ok...

i think im going to have split personalities...did i spell tt word correctly?...nvm...jus seems to not know wad i really wants...what i really likes...if someone is to ask me what things i like...i would stone...i really dont know...argh...how can a person not know what she herself wants...help...how?

oso...feeling really really guilty...sorry qy...i really really very busy nowadays n i seems to be pushing u to the side...everytime u ask me out im not free...im so so so SOrry...i know sorry cant cure but im really sorry....

then...er...i think i m not trying my best in what i m doing now...n im lousy in everything...this is so depressing...omg...shall not make the dark clouds around me darker...my eng...cant make it...haiz...

Happy New Yr

2005-02-13T18:59:00.000+08:00

happy new yr to all...hope tt all can be lucky n may all ur wishes come true...dun be lyk me...got bitten by a dog on my bday )'=

haha

happy new yr...

2004-12-27T20:56:00.000+08:00

oooooooooops...i din noe tt i haven updated for such a long time...thot it was jus last wk tt i updated...seems lyk i was not home for the whole of dec...hmmmm...got lots n lots of band prac...then...band camp...slpover...then...more pracs...then CONCERT...

appassionata VIII it was GREAT...except tt it came so soon n ended so suddenly...jus 2 hrs n its gone...so call last concert of my yrs in nycb...wow...as someone said...by the time we graduate fr ny...we ll have spent 1/4 of our life in nycb...in band...wow...its lyk a lot lorz...are we tt old already...seriously...i think i m old...i got no idea y i feel dis way...oh...saw dis whole gang...big gang of chs sec one-to-be outside sch today...when looked down fr overhead bridge..they look lyk ants n i jus acted as an ant today...haha...er...n they got dis new pe attire...though its not very very nice...but it looks better than tt yellow n red one...a lot better? nvm...found out tt its one more wk to sch start n dis is the first time i feel so unprepared for sch...mymy...how? haven done any revision which i promised myself to do by last month...n worst...not finishing my hmwks (still got alot) n my 100 sketches (i did one -____-''') n sch's STARTING!!! oh no...n im going to be a sec4...sec4 *faint* ireeally dun wan..how?!?

now...my daddy is finally bac aft so long...n i missed him (i think?) out of pt...but yar...then went send xmas card with someone on xmas day....a bit the late but then it was hand delivered...see the importance of tt recipient? but yar...its a teacher bytheway...so hu's tt hirl hu went to write a card for the teacher? then went far east for some cosplay thingy with xj n fren (nal?) n fren...quite fun larz...then rush over to cm's hse to have a surprise bday party for jac...she nv cry only laugh tt stupid laugh...then gift xchange...they gave me HL milk...haha...today went sch n do filming for sec 4 farewell...very fun at times oso quite bored sometimes...but it was FUN...really funnyyyyy tooo...muahahahahahaha...n it s very nice...really...but i dun feel lyk going on fri already...cos i look really stupid in it...n i hvae no seniors!! i wan a junior....I NEED JUNIORSSS....okai...feel lyk sleeping now leh...hai..tmr on is study day..no more outings ( but i wan watch ocean's twelve n phantom!) n finish all my work...including my remaining 99 sketches??? ohno...helppppppp...n i mus study

i promise tt i will study from tmr onwards!

2004-12-06T18:09:00.000+08:00

hiakhiakhiak.
evil me.
sorry. im just so bored.
so decided to guestblog at every1's.
heh. dont blame me.

but hey, why do you make yourself sound like some slut who's just soooo absofrickinlutely unreasonable and shouts around for no reasons at all?
dont write that kinda entries again.
cos if that's considered as intolerable to you.
then, im a total failure.

tadaz. = ]

Confessions...

2004-12-03T21:33:00.000+08:00

firstly...i muz confess tt i m a selfish pig with no brains n no heart...i m really SORRY for those tt i ve hurt today...i ve repeated the same mistakes again n again...n i did not control my temper...SORRY to jac...yasi n my dear section mate whom i screamed at jus now...so so so sorry...pls forgive me...i ll try to change next time...i mean i will put in 200% effort to change...sorry...

now we shall move on to wad happened dis wk...it came n went with some really interesting events...

went town for a movie today with mostly wwind pple n one horn...jac-yumin-yasi-elidan-me-eleen-n fren...watched polar express...the music is very very niceeee n heart-warming...awwww...n it s quite good lar...then we went for some popcorn tossing session...then went to take neos...then went to find jeans for jac...then went home n i screamed at three pple in the mrt station...i m so so so so so so soo sorry...pls forgive me...coz i got pissed at them for some stupid reason n i m a person hu cant even sense tt the atmosphere is getting embarrasing...n i tok abt someone behind her back though i promise tt i did NOT tok bad abt her n did not say anything abt wad i think she is feeling abt another person...dis is bad...i dun even understand myself now...haiz...

weds was interesting becoz of band camp though i got sent home...omg...first time in my entire life tt a teacher called my mum n tell her tt i sld get home...n my mum knew tt i was having a slight cold...n i was forced to go home by my dear teachers coz they scared i ll pass the virus to my dear band mates...actually they passed some of the virus to me too...n ms chong was there to support the teachers...then when i got home...my mum went: "u dun look tt sick tt u need to be send home..." -__-" so i slept at home n went back to sch the next day

thurs morning was ok...then i finally played my instru aft abt 4 days (due to my sore throat n cough) n my throat got worst...nvm...night time we went to the malayan raillway n tried to walk...but failed...due to somethings tt happened when we were walking...n we promised to go some other day

mon...went yasi's hse for sleepover...tt s the day my sore throat turned into a cold...n i was lyk pale n sick the whole day...n i slept at 2 am tt night (the next day..)

tues...went band early in the morning n went home early to rest since i not playing anyway...n my mum say i look bad...dun let me cont to sleepover at yasi hse tt night anymore...

tt s abt all...im tired...dun type liao
once again...i m sorry...

* Camp! *

2004-11-28T22:04:00.000+08:00

finally...the camp is coming soon...next wk...but coz cm will not be around during the camp...we r having a sleepover at yasi's hse...hmmmmm...wonder wad will we be doing???

went for chs band concert...well...i m a little bit disappointed by their performance tt day...maybe is becoz i m feeling sleepy tt night or i dun really lyk the songs they played...went sight-seeing around their sch aft tt *wink wink* n tried to do sth but never succeed...but...it managed to make me scream...wow...really scream...n now ive sorethroat...tt yasi n cm...haiz...a little thingy then SCREAM...n then my "clever" sectionmate n our "respectable" band major went to switch off the lights...ARHHHHHH...n we ran n ran...haiz...but it was quite funny n all...plus those stories though i only listened to 1 n 1/10 of them...but still...fun...

camp on wed n thur...going to sleepover on mon n tues night...but dunno whether i wan stay for tues night...hmmmm...i shall think abt it...muahahaha...i m excited! lalalalalalalalalala

i m bored!

2004-11-26T10:19:00.000+08:00

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2004-11-25T22:20:00.000+08:00

heyyyy dearie darling frenie fren 4 da past 4 years.
it's been really long. 4 years.
and im really glad.
we are still together.
hey, do i sound like we are a couple?
yes. but hell, we are.
hah. i really love the times when we go around da school canteen.
linking arms.
making people turn around and stare
gawk,
jaw drop.
hah. it's outrageously fun.
and hell.
let's continue doing that nxt year [ =
anyhow, ger. dont b run over by emotions.
it can blind you.
you aint evil,
you aint insensitive.
to me.
you're a perfect friend.
i aint easy to satisfy.
i m definitely not someone that nice to get along with.
hah. but ur nice la~!

let's go towning arnd kayy!?
once ur freeeee. and darling fren
do you like this n3?
smirx, smilez, laffs, giggles.
wheeeee

emotional...

2004-11-25T20:34:00.000+08:00

ok...i m feeling emotional today...feeling tt i m such a bad person n i m a human...i think tt i really did not put in my best in treating someone n i often left her out? n i did not think abt others feeling when i am enjoying myself (by ditching someone n running off with another)...OMG...i m really a bad bad bad person...i m sorry...i ll try harder next yr n hopefully i will be able to remind myself from now on...

i dunno wad i m looking for n did i jus set my goal too high? i jus can t seems to reach it...n i seems to be overlooking beautiful things tt were beside me all along...help...how?

QY: u really made me feel tt i m such a great person but i m really sorry if u feel the distancing...i ll try harder next yr (if u do not mind me sticking to u) but if u dun wan...then jus tell me k...

i m jus very very very emotional today...but it seems to be helping in letting myself reflect over wad i ve done dis whole yr...maybe jingo is right...i ve jus set a goal tt is too high n unreachable n i shall jus cherish wad i have now...the present...

the days are over...

2004-11-22T18:27:00.000+08:00

Band concert on 22nd Dec...pls come

band camp is postponed...omg...i was really looking forward to it lor...haiz...but the new date is actually better for me...but still...n now so many pple cannot come...aiwen chiaming...haiz...n its only 2 days...n we had lyk 4 days in sec one...haiz...

the overseas pple are finally back...yeah...went to fetch them...really very happy to see them...n they had so much fun while i was stuck at home...'so fun'...i wan go disneyLand...nothing much happening these days except tt all sec 3s are back n band will be fun again + good music...muahaha...n i ve not started on any hol hmwk...especially art...die...i m going to get scolded again...

2004-11-22T12:59:00.000+08:00

Yeah!!! i finally moved...pls tell me wad u think abt it...muackx...thanks...

i muz first thank those who made dis possible:
xiaojun...for helping me make the template..n it really took a long long long long long time...thanky!
jingo...for giving me the idea
qingyi...for the all my links (nearly)
marwan...for the rest of the links

THANK YOU!!!